Vol.2, No.1 • July, 2008

Pulp Diction
Robert Hazelton
Not Quite Right
Bob Church
Whisper Gap
Jo Janoski
From The Attic
T. Owen Stark
Cheshire Cat
Chronicles
Rusty Arquette
Thinkin' Out Loud Nan Jabobs

Leftovers Dan Beams

Songs of
the Soul
Harry Furness
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the Cheshire Cat Chronicles

by R. C. (RCat) Arquette

Hindsight


"Most human beings have an almost infinite capacity for taking things for granted."
- Aldous Huxley
English critic & novelist (1894 - 1963)


I was looking through some prior writings the other day, a little insight from my hindsight, and discovered the following piece. It was written in August of 1989, I was 39 and thinking about the day to day survival of myself and my family. The economy and earning a living has been a constant and it's no different today. It's now June of 2008 and I find myself with the same thoughts. Here is what I was thinking then:

"What Price Tomorrow?"

I discovered recently that I am living in Aldous Huxley's 'Brave New World,' with the only difference being that through economical manipulation, rather than the genetic one of Huxley's classic story, we have created a society of class bound drones.

Approaching forty years of age and facing a career change, I am discovering a world that I really hadn't been paying much attention to. I have struggled for the last eight years to survive on what I felt was an inadequate wage. It was rough at times, and I haven't been able to save a penny, but I did get by. Now I'm confronted with a fifty percent cut in pay, and I'm in shock.

I always felt I was providing well for my family. I thought that economically, as we moved through life things would improve, and I would be able to look forward to seeing my kids through college, and enjoy a well earned retirement in my 'golden years.' Well, surprise, surprise, it's a different world out there brother!

I look at television, the poor mans drug, that eye in my living room that allows me to instantaneously see what 'those that have can get.' The continuous parade of material goods pass my glazed eyes. Cars, camcorders, clothes, vacations, all coming into focus for the first time. I really have no use for items of this nature, but they do represent a cross section of large ticket items that are bigger examples of the 'basics of life.' Basics such as food, housing, medical care, insurance, clothing, or a night at the movies, all have likewise become unreachable to the lower class drones like myself. Suddenly I'm frightened.

In 1959 my folks bought a new house for $28,000. My father worked, he made about $120 a week as a salesman, which at the time was damn good money. My mother stayed home with my younger brother and myself. She was a 'homemaker,' and there was no pressure for her to work outside the home.

I bought a house in 1984 for $65,000. I was earning $385 a week full-time and $120 part-time. My wife was home with the baby, in part because we felt that it was the best thing to do from a nurturing standpoint, but also because day care reads in this day and age like a horror story. If you could find a center you felt good about, it not only has a waiting list, but costs more a week than my wife could have cleared working a full-time job.

Since that time we've lost the house, I'm in the last semester of trying to belatedly graduate with an AA degree from Community College, I've been 'laid off' from a good paying job, I have no health insurance coverage on any of us, we've moved twice to lower our rent payment, and I'm working two jobs that pay me about $180 week. My wife has taken on sewing jobs on the side to try and help out. I can't help but wonder just what it is that awaits us next?

I guess it's obvious that I can fully sympathize with those people out there who are struggling to keep it all together. I'm sure there are stories even more bleak than mine, but mine is the one I must live with. I analyze this situation, and I wish that I'd been more attentive to making a buck, instead of thumbing my nose at the 60's establishment , I should have become a part of it; at least in theory. I also wish I'd stayed on the path toward educating myself so that I might be looking forward to a more secure retirement. Instead I find myself starting all over again. A prospect, which with the economic situation the way it is, and the direction it seems to be taking, I may never see my goals come to fruition. All I can do is assume a positive approach and push ahead.

My question would be, where does this all stop? Who but the rich will be able to afford a five dollar loaf of bread? Gasoline for three bucks a gallon? Medical care, day care, a vacation to rest their tired bones all seem remote without the income to back it all up.

The middle class is an endangered species, rapidly disappearing. Yet, if history serves me right, it has always been the middle class that initiated rapid social change or civil wars in an aggressive attempt to hold onto their lives and improve their plight. The rich, it seems, have no need for such upheaval, they control the wealth, and the poor know no better for they are to busy trying to survive. The poor end up squeezed out, struggling against a shrinking middle class. It's the middle class that will rise up and demand their share of the pie, not so much a political stand as it is the historical manner in which they made things happen. It would be nice to think we'll never have to reach this point of desperation, but history shows us differently.

Our elected officials need to set aside party politics and personal gain to effect a lasting and just change. We have the ability to live a more Utopian lifestyle than we do, where all of us can live without the fear of hunger, disease, and pain. It can be done. We need to reach the point where we can live comfortable lives without having to pay for it all with a life of economic slavery.

Your faithful reporter - RCat

Who is this Guy RCat?
R. C. Arquette, "RCat" to friends and fellow writers, is an aging hippie and practicing curmudgeon. He was dragged into the world, kicking and screaming, back in the middle of the last century; 1950 to be exact. His outburst clearly showed his disdain for reality at the earliest of stages. He grew up living in the sub-tropical splendor of the "Sunshine State," Florida, US of A, where he attended Jr. College and after twenty years received his AA degree; what can I say, life kept getting in the way.

Currently, his duties include acting as the head of a family consisting of an overworked wife, a vibrating teenaged son, and an over stimulated housecat. An elder daughter resides at some distance with her own family; a husband, two sons, and a daughter. As head of this merry band of pranksters, the illusionary aspects of his carefree life are played out on the stage of daily routine.

RCat is a self described "survivor," having lived through the "flower power" promises of the 1960's with the goals of world peace, universal brotherhood, free-love, and the legalization of certain organic herbs. Contrary to what others might say, he can still remember parts of it quite vividly. Sadly, those cosmic issues have now been reduced to the cliché. He now, more realistically, understands the world has gone quite mad and no longer cares to be a part of the continuing descent into oblivion. The thought of putting on a loincloth to venture forth and live out his days meditating in a tall tree in a distant forest sounds appealing. Of course, he isn't kidding himself. Chances are a noisy bunch of cretins will quickly invade the tree next to him. Ah well, such is the way of this planet we call home.

In the meantime, he scribbles poetry, short stories, and essays, as well as a choppy stream of drawings, cartoons and works of art. All done with a grin as meditative mental therapy in an effort to hold onto what little remains of his sanity. Enjoy him while you can, he is the quintessential endangered species.

 

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