Vol.1, No.6 • December 2007

 

Poetry by Dan Beams

 

False Floors and Foundations

As the father of a fifteen year old daughter and an almost thirteen year old boy, I find myself inundated with what I deem "inappropriate and radical" societal influences.

It's difficult for me to discern how many of these ills represent a genuine threat. Sometimes I'm convinced, as my children suggest, I've taken on that same stodgy, hard-line persona that my father once had. I'm certain my parents believed the evils that lurked around every corner in the early eighties were just as detrimental as I believe those are today. I'll have to admit, knowing that my parents are unlikely to visit the blogging world; that I certainly strayed from the ideals they laid down and my father attempted, repeatedly, to pound into me. Some of those escapades remain secret to this day, as well they should.

My daughter seems to have developed a similar personality and set of morals as I have now, which is very different from my late teens and early twenties. At least at this point in time she appears to be the least of my worries. I recall just a few weeks ago my wife and I were discussing my days of lore. My senior year in high school I was kicked out of honor society (another story for another day). I'm careful not to reveal too many of those stories around my children, but my daughter heard enough as she entered the room. She looked at me and with a most serious voice said, "Dad, you sounded like trouble back then." There I sat, rightfully accepting what was mine.

My son though, I'm afraid is going to be very much like me; a terribly strong willed child. In recent years I apologized to my mother for the hellion that she was blessed/cursed with (and she only knows about a quarter of the whole truth). I understand that some personalities must learn from experience. I'm just uncertain if I can withstand all of the experiences, young Jacob, has in store.

The title of my poem deals with false floors and foundations. I believe the world provides us with many false floors and trap doors, yet I'm also confident that if we lay a solid foundation our children will have an appropriate base to return to and to build upon.

False Floors and Foundations
Celebrities, stardom, and fame
An American fable
Like a drunken fool
Sits too long at a poker table
Fragile wings of a moth
Drawn too close to the flame
Are those that desire
To hear their own name

The same paper people
Cut from the same flawed stock
Trying to distinguish themselves
From an identical flock
Attempting to be unique
In precisely the same way
Convinced being discovered
Will liberate them some day

Anxiously preparing
Their fifteen minutes of fame
Unaware at sixteen
"Forgotten" is now their new name
Seeking acceptance at private clubs
Not soliciting members
A fire that once raged
Reduced to smoldering embers

We've glorified themes
Winning at all cost, and teaching to brag
Children wander circular paths
Unable to find the checkered flag
Shattered pieces of the original sculpture
Exhibiting failed symptoms
Of an increasingly failed culture

We must teach lessons long overdue
Of hard work and of ethics
Though society tells them untrue
But where does one find
Theses illusive, vanishing ideals?
Those that insulate against loss
When the world only steals

Disappointment, anger, and pain
Coping skills we must teach
Molding of minds
Before drifting beyond our short reach
A product of what they observe
So by example, set a high bar
One that continues its course
No matter how near or how far

Children may stray from instruction
Taught when they're young
Cursing the 'sadistic warden'
You've blithely become
But in time they'll return
Like wandering sheep to the staff
Wishing to repay sacrifices
You've made on their behalf

 

Dan Beams is a 40-year-old self-described simple man. He lives in a small town in central Illinois, with his wife, Beth, and two children, Allie 15, and Jacob 12. By a strange twist of fate, the loss of his job last year, led to his love of writing. Although this new passion is less than a year old Dan has established a great connection to the intrinsic power of the written word. Writing has again impressed upon him the fact that the key to a successful life is to possess, in great abundance, those things not easily measured.

You can read more of Dan's poetry at http://poeticjustice-dan.blogspot.com/

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