Vol.1, No.7 • January, 2008

 

Poetry by Sharmagne Leland-St.John

 

I Said Coffee

I said coffee
I didn't say,
"would you
like to cup
my warm
soft breasts
in your
un-calloused,
long,
tapered,
ringless fingered
hands?"

I said coffee
I didn't say,
"would you
like to
run your tongue
along my neck
just below
my left ear-lobe?"

I said coffee
I didn't say,
"would you
like to
hold me
in your arms
and feel my heart
skip beats
as you press your
hard, lean body
up against mine
until I melt
into you
with desire?"

I said coffee
as we stood there
in the jasmine
scented night
my car door
like some modern day
bundling board
separating us,
protecting us
from ourselves
and lust

I said,
"would you
like to go for
a cup of coffee?"
I didn't say,
"would you
like to brush
your lips
across mine
as you move
silently
to bury your face
in my long, silky,
raven black hair?"

But you said,
"I can't
I'm married
I can't trust myself
to be alone
with you."
So I looked you
dead in the eye
and repeated
"I said coffee"

 

Evolution

I swim near summer shadows
glide over dappled shoals
keeping to the fluid shallows
reminiscent of the womb
where I learned to swallow
gulps
of tantalizing air

in the moist amniotic sac
where I shed scales
preferring skin and
hanks of auburn hair
upon my head
I dispensed
with fins and gills
grew hands and feet
with which to tread
and push away
from muddy banks

I've no desire to wallow
in the rushes

no human need

the thin sharp reeds
knot and tangle
cut and pierce
my derma layer

I can dance
below the surface
upon the rocky sand
I shall dangle near
the river bottom
suspended, floating free
like the embryo
I used to be.



There Were Dry Red Days

There were dry red days
Devoid of clouds
Devoid of breeze
Sound bruised
My burning bones
Dirt cracked my hands
And caked my cheeks
No buds on limbs of trees
No birds on branches
No hope of rain
Scrawny chickens
Kicked up dust
Scratching for food
That wasn't there
In the stifling, stillness
Of the scorched night
We dreamt
Of cool oases
Tropical isles
Emerald bays
Not these dry red days

 

Winter

Winter under water
blue as star song
you made my mornings
murmur of night songs

is that love?

Your voice is desire
you are the sacred ghost
of star filled skies
the laughter of the wind

desire is not love

My hungry heart
whispers a song
of sorrow
for a ha'penny
I would give you
my dreams

that is true love

 

Sharmagne Leland-St. John, a 2007 Pushcart Prize nominee, is a Native American poet, concert performer, lyricist, artist, and film maker. Sharmagne spends time between her home in the Hollywood Hills, in Southern California and her fishing lodge on the Stillaguamish River in the Pacific Northwest. She tours the United States, Canada, and England, as a performance poet, either solo or with her band of poets "Poetry in Motion." She has published 2 books of poetry Unsung Songs (2003), Silver Tears and Time (2005), and co-authored a book on film production design. Designing Movies: Portrait of a Hollywood Artist (Greenwood/Praeger, 2006) her third collection of poetry Contingencies is scheduled for publishing February 2008.

To Purchase Sharmagne's Books:
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Book Reviews:

Unsung Songs
by Sharmagne Leland-St. John
2006, Quill and Parchment Press
38 pages

Review by David Matthews

Sharmagne Leland-St. John writes straight from the heart as true poets do. Unsung Songs exhibits a wide range of interests, themes, and tones, from the romantic lyricism of "Oh Life," exemplified by these lines: "Love where have you gone / Just when I thought I'd found you / Snowflakes dance like feathers round my head" to the deadpan puncturing of the male ego and its assumption of sexual implication where there is none in "I Said Coffee."

A woman thinks of her loved one who is far away in "I Sing You the Morning," whose opening lines speak with elegance and simplicity, while "I Will Dance for You" addresses issues of racial and cultural slurs, discrimination, sensitivity, and tolerance in language that is uncompromising in its principles without being didactic or combative.

Unsung Songs demonstrates that Sharmagne is more than a champion of poetry. She is a distinctive poet who breaks her own trail with clarity and vision. This is a book to read and return to with ever-renewed joy.

 

 

 

Silver Tears and Time
by Sharmagne Leland-St. John
2006, Quill and Parchment Press
48 pages

Review by David Matthews

Silver Tears and Time is an apt title for this collection of poems that turn so often on the passage of time, varieties of loss, and the power of memory to sustain us in our living.

The opening poem, "Wild Dark Love Song," is dedicated to Richard Sylbert, who died in 2002. The poet's loss is depicted in images of stark landscape, autumn, winter. She imagines her husband has "gone to live in jagged mountains," gone to dwell

In the shadow of the Cader Idris
In misty mountains,
Where meadowlarks are known to wing,
And wild geese fly,
Across the winter sky.

Yet there is not a trace of self-pity, nor denial that he is gone, his death real, as Leland-St. John weaves from memory and loss poems and songs that feed her spirit - and ours. "He's gone from her forever / This wild dark love song."

 

"Windy City 2003," also a remembrance of Richard Sylbert, shows a poet as much at home in urban settings as in the wild. Here the sense of loss is even more palpable, "the windy city has lost its breath / and soul without you here," as she remembers the streets they used to wander, their old stomping grounds that in his absence have lost their magic spell:

the art galleries echo
but it's your voice I long to hear
explaining all the paintings and sculptures
now empty and alone
memories etched on canvas carved in stone

Finally, the memory is not of the city but of the loved one, "your memory etched in the marrow of my bone." With memory may come the pain of loss, but with it comes too a greater richness, for having known and loved this person, a richness that will always be as much part of who the poet is as the marrow of her bone.

Poems dedicated to cultural icons (George Harrison, Janis Joplin) place Leland-St. John's coming of age with the generation of the 1960s. The opening lines of "Desert Nights," for George Harrison, "PBS Reno / just played / the Concert for George," establish the poem's setting. Stepping outdoors, where the moon is bright, she finds that the brisk night, with the crunch of ice beneath her feet, calls up memory of "a bundled up childhood / of sledding / down white hillocks / in a small Eastern town / so far away in time and memory."

The poet is struck by the conjunction of art, artifice, human creation, and nature. The night sky above this high desert plain and George Harrison's music together deliver a sense of connection to a greater whole that exists independently of subjective consciousness.

To see the night sky
in all its glory,
and to hear George Harrison's music
lilt across this high desert plain,
is breathtaking.
And to know glaciers were right here
long ago.
This was the very edge of them,
for a while.
A strong connection is growing.

Sitar strings sing
and reverberate
in this desert night,
his music still flowing.

"On the River Boat That Day" tells of lovers who drifted apart. The poet remembers a time when "'you' and 'me' was still 'we.'" The images are light and airy, "that day / with the sun / behind your fair hair / like a halo." It did not last. The lovers have gone their separate ways. Still, she is reminded

of your halo hair
and the smile
you wore
on the river boat
that day
as we drifted
so far apart

Memories of love past and lost - here and in poems about the poet's father, affairs that did not last, friends and lovers who have gone their separate ways - may be bittersweet, but never bitter. Even in loss these memories serve to sustain, never diminish..

Silver Tears and Time closes not with a poem but with a short, prose anecdote titled "My Buddha Garden." Leland-St. John tells of finding her mother's porcelain Buddha on her brother's patio after he died. She took the Buddha to the house she and her husband bought on the Stillaguamish River, where they planned to retire, and placed it on the deck along with pots and Tupperware, anything that would hold potting soil and the seeds she brought with her from the Pacific Northwest and her home in Southern California.

The rains came, and the tiny seeds began to sprout. The herbs began to bloom and flower, and my deck came to be called "My Buddha Garden." Now there are small terra cotta flowerpots all along the railings, overflowing with columbines, and cosmos and Canterbury bells, and nasturtiums and geraniums....

I thank my mother for this belated gift and for the joy she always brought me. Then I relax, in her white wicker chair, with the rose chintz cushions, at my glass-topped table, and feel her spirit all around me, as the bees hum and the river sings.

The poems of Silver Tears and Time pull no punches about the loss that is so much a part of life, and for that these poems are all the stronger in their affirmation of life, bearing witness to the capacity of memory and memento - and art - to enrich our world and nourish our spirits.