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Poetry by Sharmagne
Leland-St.John
I Said Coffee
I said coffee
I didn't say,
"would you
like to cup
my warm
soft breasts
in your
un-calloused,
long,
tapered,
ringless fingered
hands?"
I said coffee
I didn't say,
"would you
like to
run your tongue
along my neck
just below
my left ear-lobe?"
I said coffee
I didn't say,
"would you
like to
hold me
in your arms
and feel my heart
skip beats
as you press your
hard, lean body
up against mine
until I melt
into you
with desire?"
I said coffee
as we stood there
in the jasmine
scented night
my car door
like some modern day
bundling board
separating us,
protecting us
from ourselves
and lust
I said,
"would you
like to go for
a cup of coffee?"
I didn't say,
"would you
like to brush
your lips
across mine
as you move
silently
to bury your face
in my long, silky,
raven black hair?"
But you said,
"I can't
I'm married
I can't trust myself
to be alone
with you."
So I looked you
dead in the eye
and repeated
"I said coffee"
Evolution
I swim near summer shadows
glide over dappled shoals
keeping to the fluid shallows
reminiscent of the womb
where I learned to swallow
gulps
of tantalizing air
in the moist amniotic sac
where I shed scales
preferring skin and
hanks of auburn hair
upon my head
I dispensed
with fins and gills
grew hands and feet
with which to tread
and push away
from muddy banks
I've no desire to wallow
in the rushes
no human need
the thin sharp reeds
knot and tangle
cut and pierce
my derma layer
I can dance
below the surface
upon the rocky sand
I shall dangle near
the river bottom
suspended, floating free
like the embryo
I used to be.
There Were Dry Red Days
There were dry red days
Devoid of clouds
Devoid of breeze
Sound bruised
My burning bones
Dirt cracked my hands
And caked my cheeks
No buds on limbs of trees
No birds on branches
No hope of rain
Scrawny chickens
Kicked up dust
Scratching for food
That wasn't there
In the stifling, stillness
Of the scorched night
We dreamt
Of cool oases
Tropical isles
Emerald bays
Not these dry red days
Winter
Winter under water
blue as star song
you made my mornings
murmur of night songs
is that love?
Your voice is desire
you are the sacred ghost
of star filled skies
the laughter of the wind
desire is not love
My hungry heart
whispers a song
of sorrow
for a ha'penny
I would give you
my dreams
that is true love
Sharmagne Leland-St. John,
a 2007 Pushcart Prize nominee, is a Native American poet, concert
performer, lyricist, artist, and film maker. Sharmagne spends
time between her home in the Hollywood Hills, in Southern California
and her fishing lodge on the Stillaguamish River in the Pacific
Northwest. She tours the United States, Canada, and England,
as a performance poet, either solo or with her band of poets
"Poetry in Motion." She has published 2 books of poetry
Unsung Songs (2003), Silver Tears and Time (2005), and co-authored
a book on film production design. Designing Movies: Portrait
of a Hollywood Artist (Greenwood/Praeger, 2006) her third collection
of poetry Contingencies is scheduled for publishing February
2008.
To Purchase Sharmagne's Books:
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Book Reviews:
Unsung Songs
by Sharmagne Leland-St. John
2006, Quill and Parchment Press
38 pages
Review by David Matthews
Sharmagne Leland-St. John writes straight
from the heart as true poets do. Unsung Songs exhibits a wide
range of interests, themes, and tones, from the romantic lyricism
of "Oh Life," exemplified by these lines: "Love
where have you gone / Just when I thought I'd found you / Snowflakes
dance like feathers round my head" to the deadpan puncturing
of the male ego and its assumption of sexual implication where
there is none in "I Said Coffee."
A woman thinks of her loved one
who is far away in "I Sing You the Morning," whose
opening lines speak with elegance and simplicity, while "I
Will Dance for You" addresses issues of racial and cultural
slurs, discrimination, sensitivity, and tolerance in language
that is uncompromising in its principles without being didactic
or combative.
Unsung Songs demonstrates that
Sharmagne is more than a champion of poetry. She is a distinctive
poet who breaks her own trail with clarity and vision. This is
a book to read and return to with ever-renewed joy.
Silver Tears and Time
by Sharmagne Leland-St.
John
2006, Quill and Parchment Press
48 pages
Review by David Matthews
Silver Tears and Time is an apt title
for this collection of poems that turn so often on the passage
of time, varieties of loss, and the power of memory to sustain
us in our living.
The opening poem, "Wild
Dark Love Song," is dedicated to Richard Sylbert, who died
in 2002. The poet's loss is depicted in images of stark landscape,
autumn, winter. She imagines her husband has "gone to live
in jagged mountains," gone to dwell
In the shadow of the Cader Idris
In misty mountains,
Where meadowlarks are known to wing,
And wild geese fly,
Across the winter sky.
Yet there is not a trace of self-pity,
nor denial that he is gone, his death real, as Leland-St. John
weaves from memory and loss poems and songs that feed her spirit
- and ours. "He's gone from her forever / This wild dark
love song."
"Windy City 2003,"
also a remembrance of Richard Sylbert, shows a poet as much at
home in urban settings as in the wild. Here the sense of loss
is even more palpable, "the windy city has lost its breath
/ and soul without you here," as she remembers the streets
they used to wander, their old stomping grounds that in his absence
have lost their magic spell:
the art galleries echo
but it's your voice I long to hear
explaining all the paintings and sculptures
now empty and alone
memories etched on canvas carved in stone
Finally, the memory is not of
the city but of the loved one, "your memory etched in the
marrow of my bone." With memory may come the pain of loss,
but with it comes too a greater richness, for having known and
loved this person, a richness that will always be as much part
of who the poet is as the marrow of her bone.
Poems dedicated to cultural icons
(George Harrison, Janis Joplin) place Leland-St. John's coming
of age with the generation of the 1960s. The opening lines of
"Desert Nights," for George Harrison, "PBS Reno
/ just played / the Concert for George," establish the poem's
setting. Stepping outdoors, where the moon is bright, she finds
that the brisk night, with the crunch of ice beneath her feet,
calls up memory of "a bundled up childhood / of sledding
/ down white hillocks / in a small Eastern town / so far away
in time and memory."
The poet is struck by the conjunction
of art, artifice, human creation, and nature. The night sky above
this high desert plain and George Harrison's music together deliver
a sense of connection to a greater whole that exists independently
of subjective consciousness.
To see the night sky
in all its glory,
and to hear George Harrison's music
lilt across this high desert plain,
is breathtaking.
And to know glaciers were right here
long ago.
This was the very edge of them,
for a while.
A strong connection is growing.
Sitar strings sing
and reverberate
in this desert night,
his music still flowing.
"On the River Boat That
Day" tells of lovers who drifted apart. The poet remembers
a time when "'you' and 'me' was still 'we.'" The images
are light and airy, "that day / with the sun / behind your
fair hair / like a halo." It did not last. The lovers have
gone their separate ways. Still, she is reminded
of your halo hair
and the smile
you wore
on the river boat
that day
as we drifted
so far apart
Memories of love past and lost
- here and in poems about the poet's father, affairs that did
not last, friends and lovers who have gone their separate ways
- may be bittersweet, but never bitter. Even in loss these memories
serve to sustain, never diminish..
Silver Tears and Time closes
not with a poem but with a short, prose anecdote titled "My
Buddha Garden." Leland-St. John tells of finding her mother's
porcelain Buddha on her brother's patio after he died. She took
the Buddha to the house she and her husband bought on the Stillaguamish
River, where they planned to retire, and placed it on the deck
along with pots and Tupperware, anything that would hold potting
soil and the seeds she brought with her from the Pacific Northwest
and her home in Southern California.
The rains came, and the tiny
seeds began to sprout. The herbs began to bloom and flower, and
my deck came to be called "My Buddha Garden." Now there
are small terra cotta flowerpots all along the railings, overflowing
with columbines, and cosmos and Canterbury bells, and nasturtiums
and geraniums....
I thank my mother for this belated
gift and for the joy she always brought me. Then I relax, in
her white wicker chair, with the rose chintz cushions, at my
glass-topped table, and feel her spirit all around me, as the
bees hum and the river sings.
The poems of Silver Tears and
Time pull no punches about the loss that is so much a part of
life, and for that these poems are all the stronger in their
affirmation of life, bearing witness to the capacity of memory
and memento - and art - to enrich our world and nourish our spirits.
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